I hold onto my weakness because it is a part of me.
Can’t remember a time it wasn’t there.
I can always rely on it because people made the existence of it possible.
You became a part of my life in my mothers womb.
I didn’t really know you all that well, but you were waiting on my arrival
You have many names and characteristics but most know you by ABANDONMENT.
When all else fails, I invite you in. I believe in you like your supposed to be in my life.
I even push others aside to make room for you;
just to show how much I believe your supposed to be in my life.
Why or how can anyone come before you! Like my mom @ birth you are all I’ve known.
Yeah, no one will understand our relationship.
How I am use to you and how you are in my heart when they walk away,
And how I knew you would be there saying,
"I told you they were not real. Why do you need them anyways?"
You got it you can handle it just pray about it.
Abandonment, I think you know me well,
But I am finding out how you have been in my business, you have made me doubt, have fear and
You must be jealous cause you won’t let no one get close to me.
I can’t believe you would tell me that the God I love says I don’t need no one else cause I got you.
What a liar!
You smothered me so no one could get close to me, you made me fell like I needed no one else,
So no one else would want to be with me.
I really despise you for all the years you lied.
I am just simply saying you can no longer reside in me.
It’s time for the truth to free me! This relationship is over, your time is up.
I have out grown you, I must admit you were quite clever.
You managed to always be first but I get the last laugh cause I am letting you go.
That place you use to fill has a new owner, called LOVE!
Author: Hana Mahmoud
Queen City, NC
