Could It Be

 Could It Be?

I felt your presence as soon as you entered the room

It sparked a quickening in my spirit

I didn’t see you; But I felt you & I knew you were here for me

For a moment I felt as if my soul left my body & went on a search to find you in the crowded room

I sat there, breathless awaiting its return

But when my soul returns, I still have no breath, for alone it left and alone it came back

Where Are You?

I know you’re still here. I still feel your presence

Then in an instant just when I am about to faint from loss of breath, 

I feel your hands on the small of my back as you help me to regain my balance

Butterflies increase inside of me and my body warms all over from your touch

Could it be?  Is this the moment I’ve waited for all my life?

As I spin around to meet you face to face the room spins at an even faster pace

Slowly----Slowly----Slow-ly

Time seems to stand still at that very moment when I laid eyes on you

My body calms & becomes more relaxed for I can feel that 

“Yes this is finally it”

Your voice is like a sweet melody to my ears “I think you have something that belongs to me” I hear you say

But I don’t understand, 

I’ve never even seen you before how could I possibly have something that belongs to you?

“Well, you have my rib” you said, “See in the beginning of time God said you were mine;

Created for me & my helpmate to be; From the rib that He took from me, See, He created thee

& I’ve come to claim what’s mine ‘cause you complete me.”

Wow!!  Is all that I could say & once again you have taken my breath away

Too bad you’re not here to stay because as I awake from this dream, you quickly fade away….

Mz. Midnite

Pittsburgh, PA

Get your Fukkin Mind Right (To the men)

Now for the dudes.  If the shoe doesn't fit, don't get offended.

Some of you "men" are out here trying to treat these women like they are nothing or of no importance.  News Flash assholes, it was a woman that gave birth to your fukkin ass.  What makes you think that you have what it takes to come at a woman, A REAL woman with some lame ass lines.  especially when you are already in a marriage or relationship?  What happen to the respect?  What happened to the role that, we as men, should be in?  Why is it that some of yall choose to go after the weaker minded women as targets?  A real man with some pride would target these types of women and try and help them realize their worth, not use them as fukkin floozies.  But I guess that has to be expected from the weak minded men, the ones that can't live up to the responsibilities that were given to us by GOD and enforced by REAL women.  You mutha fukkas are the same ones that don't even attempt to raise your fukkin kids either.  I guess we shouldn't expect some of yall to be fathers when you have no fukkin clue how to be men.  But yall will try and act a fool when someone puts their little asses in line.  And quit abusing women.  What type of Real man puts his hands on a woman in an abusive manner.  I will tell you, a Coward.  But will be the 1st one to run when a real man has a problem with you.  How about this, be a fukkin man 1st, then work on the other shyt.  You wanna be treated like a King, take  on the responsibility of one.  Prove yourself as worthy to a REAL Queen.  Be a father to your kids, if you have any.  Don't be a man among men, be a Man to a Woman.  If you don't know what I mean by that, ask a real woman.  There are plenty of them that read my shyt.  Ask them in my comment field.

Get your Fukkin Mind Right (To the women)

Ok.  So this isn't in ant type of format so I will just let it flow.

What the fukk is wrong with some of the women these days.  How is it that you can allow yourselves to come second or third on someone's priority list after anyone except children? I know its not that bad out here where you need to lower your worth to accommodate some "man" that has either a wife, a woman, or whatever.  I also understand that there are not a ton of decent men, less good men, and even less great men out here but come the fukk on. These raggedy as dudes come at some of yall with weak ass game that you fall for, but the thing that eats me alive is that some of these weak ass cats come at some of yall and tell you they have a woman and some of yall roll with the shyt.  What is the attraction?  Where is your fukkin morals as a woman?  What if it was your husband, or man that was doing that shyt to you?  And all I here from the women that are the "side" pieces is, "He's a good person" (I highly doubt that if he is sneakin around with your ass), "We have fun together" (What else would you expect from an actor), "He's a good father figure" (How the fukk would you really know, I think his wife or woman would know that more than you), get the fukk serious.  I have yet to hear a good ending to one of these fukkin stories.  All I hear is it didn't work, he never left her.  Really, ya think.  How about he never intended to leave her.  Or in the cases where he did leave his woman, he never really treated you like you expected.  Wise up women.  There is nothing wrong with being alone for a little bit.  Take that time to get your shyt together if its not.  Take that time to get to know yourself.  Take that time and spend it with your kids if you have any or family and real friends if you don't have kids.  It's always the same story, we are just friends.  What man in a relationship has time for "new" friends or "old" friends like that.  These dudes are telling you what they want you to believe.  Saying the situation is bad, she ain't shyt, she's crazy, lazy or whatever.  If that's the case, why are they still with them?  OPEN YOUR FUKKIN EYES.  But maybe it's in the way that some women carry themselves.  Maybe some dudes can look at some women and can see that they are easy.  Maybe I shouldn't wonder what the problem with some of yall women are and I should give Kudos to the women that don't settle for the bullshyt.