My Birthday Prayer (9-22-10)

Dear GOD

I come to You tonight a strong yet humble man
I ask for Your guidance, will You please take my hand?
Will You show me the way, to a more centralized life?
Will You separate within me, things of value from what’s trife?
For I believe that You’re here, but Your name I’ve never spoke,
Or came to You in a submissive manner, neither sleep nor when I am woke.




I’m not a preacher or pastor by no means or any stretch,
I only see what is shown in many pictures or someone’s home drawn sketch.
But I know of your powers, because I see them everyday,
In the blessings you provide to the people for which I pray.
I have come to a place that confuses me in life,
I thought I had it all figured out, but my dreams are no longer bright.



See I have 2 main goals and You know what they are,
But after they are completed, it seems that I’m not going to go far.
My children are my world, my focus, my drive.
For when they are both grown, will I need to be alive?
I was told, just recently that I revolve around them, and yet again,
I ask You, is that their blessing, or is it my sin?




Its nothing specific that I ask for tonight,
I only ask that you please brighten that light.
Or is that the message itself that You are trying to send?
That once they are all grown, my time here must end?
That after fulfilling my promise, to be the best dad that I could,
That I come home to You, as so many wish that they would?



Today is my birthday, as if You didn’t know.
I thank You for another year to watch my 2 children grow
I guess in between all those prayers for everyone else,
I should have knelt more often to pray for myself.
But I know that you bless me everyday in disguise,
It happens every single time you let me open my eyes.

Most Wanted

Pittsburgh, PA

She Lives in her Made up Mind

Made up my mind

I choose life more abundantly

His word already told me he is under me.

Living victory everyday is my test

All the other stuff is just space savers

to see if you recognize the true test

His word said be fruitful and multiply,

So with my talent and skills em about to fly

Take off to a place that my ears never heard and eyes never seen

Don’t wake me

I’m living my dream

Made my mind up to domain in the dominion that has been ordained

No more distractions that keep me occupied

You know the story he tells the biggest lies

the lie is has and always will be

there are so many issues that you will never walk in the inherited victory.

Make up your mind that you will be free

Using the power to your uttermost ability

Go my child run free dream big without fear

let no adult convince you that you

cant live your fairy tale.

 

Directly from The Queen's Quarters

Hana Mahmoud

Queen City, NC

Something New

Sit down young gal and let me talk to you
Allow me to introduce to you something new
See in you, I realize, that in your eyes
Your prize lies between your thighs

Not True!

See while you chasin' after that feelin'
Lookin' for sexual healin'
In your spare time what you should be doin is kneelin'
Askin' God for a revealin'

I could see it goin' somethin' like this...
..On my knees at night I pray
Dear Lord, please keep the lust demon away
Save me from this life of sin and help me to begin again
"But he said he loved me and I was all he needed"
And the pain he caused just kept on repeatin'
Over and over this cycle continues
This man and that man,
"Hmmm, maybe I'll take a girl this time from the menu"

Not True!

Now I can imagine God replying like this...
...Daughter you are my child whom I cannot deny
So never question my motives or ask me "why?"
The time has come for you to stop livin' the devil's lie
Your life to me is more precious than gold
For you have a story that remains untold

There is no shame when you walk with me
So take my hand into your destiny
Because only I can make your mess your ministry
Turn your tests into testimonies

So arise my child, take up your bed and walk
Because I gave you a voice for you to talk
I gave you a tongue so that you can speak
And the gifts I have given YOU make you unique

See the prize is not between your thighs
But in each and every tear you cried
So tell YOUR story when you speak of me
Cause you never know who, from your story you might set free

So sit down young gal, may I present something new
Take a look in the mirror and see the NEW YOU!

T.W.S. AKA Mz. Midnite

Pittsburgh, PA

Girl so Lost

Girl so lost

Looking for love in all the wrong places

so many faces, nameless, shameless we can get it on.

She has no boundaries. Do you like porn?

How do you get down with guys or girls,

she replies,

Oh I will leave that up to you, I'll be surprised

Push pull whatever way you go em just a girl who aims to please

Disease, I ain't worried about that but you can strap

If you wanna to keep yourself safe

Me, em just another pretty face

Girl so lost

For $50 you can get the best brain

catch her on a bad day she might do it for change

Lights camera action

Videos, poles and strobes

Girl get your shine on

Have the club on lock

Anyone of them you can cop

Girl so lost

Its all about the benjamins baby maybe we can play

a little game you name the price

I can drive you insane

Dang

Whatever happen to making a dude wait

Now you giving em brain on the first date

Girl do you know the what power you possess, I promise

you it aint in the size of your breasts

I guess you didn’t know we

make the world go round' if we had our mind right

they would all bow down!

Hana Mahmoud

Queen City, NC